Goodbye To Love

There are some circumstances that made you change some of your point of views, I really hate it but sometimes they affect me in so many ways.

I'm not going to look anymore...it gets harder and harder the more I try.

And I am not sure anymore if that is what I want right now even.

Nor my heart is ready once more. I think my heart needs a rest. From the trauma of a relationship gone bad.

Maybe in time.
Maybe for a long time.

But love is a traitor. It gets to you the moment you let you defenses down. So I may swallow my pride and eat the words the said here. But for now...Karen Carpenter says it all for me...

Goodbye to Love
The Carpenters

I'll say goodbye to love
No one ever cared if I should live or die
Time and time again the chance for love has passed me by
And all I know of love is how to live without it
I just can't seem to find it.

So I've made my mind up I must live my life alone
And though it's not the easy way
I guess I've always known.......

I'd say goodbye to love.
There are no tomorrows for this heart of mine
Surely time will lose these bitter memories
And I'll find that there is someone to believe in
And to live for something I could live for.

All the years of useless search
Have finally reached an end
Loneliness and empty days will be my only friend
From this day love is forgotten
I'll go on as best I can.

What lies in the future is a mystery to us all
No one can predict the wheel of fortune as it falls
There may come a time when I will see that I've been wrong
But for now this is my song.

And it's goodbye to love
I'll say goodbye to love.