Forgiveness

I have this "gift," so to speak. I have shared with a lot of friends and strangers alike many advices that I only hope helped them in their times of confusion and dismay.
I use a set of Angel Cards that depict all our human characteristics and capacities. Love, Faith and Hope including the Guardians and how they keep us safe.

I present here one of them, the Angel of Forgiveness.
Forgiveness, is a very interesting characteristic not anyone of us can express.
I've learned that all our inner struggles, heartaches, loneliness, pains and miseries...even most of the reasons why we are sick...most often than not, the root cause is forgiveness.
There is a need to let go of all our anger and pain and learn to forgive. Forgive ourselves and forgive others.
It should always start with ourselves and eventually we will find it easy to forgive others. Then, the process of healing and inner peace will begin.
We often find it hard to forgive, and we often say to ourselves "why should I, I am hurting," but never knowing its negative effect on us. Just think about it.

I Do Not Love You Except Because I Love You

I Do Not Love You Except Because I Love You


I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.

I love you only because it's you the one I love;
I hate you deeply, and hating you
Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you
Is that I do not see you but love you blindly.

Maybe January light will consume
My heart with its cruel
Ray, stealing my key to true calm.

In this part of the story I am the one who
Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you,
Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.

By Pablo Neruda

King of Wishful Thinking

Artist: Go West Lyrics
Song: King of Wishful Thinking Lyrics

I don't need to fall at your feet
Just 'cause you cut me to the bone
And I won't miss the way that you kiss me
We were never carved in stone
If I don't listen to the talk of the town
Then maybe I can fool myself..

I'll get over you.. I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'cause I'm the king of wishful thinking
I am the king of wishful thinking

I refuse to give in to my blues
That's not how it's going to be
And I deny the tears in my eyes
I don't want to let you see.. no
That you have made a hole in my heart
And now I've got to fool myself..

I'll get over you.. I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'cause I'm the king of wishful thinking..
I'll get over you.. I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'cause I'm the king of wishful thinking

I will never, never shed a tear for you
I'll get over you

If I don't listen to the talk of the town
Then maybe I can fool myself..

I'll get over you.. I know I will
I'll pretend my ship's not sinking
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'cause I'm the king of wishful thinking
I'm the king of wishful thinking
I'll get over you.. I know I will
You made a hole in my heart
But I won't shed a tear for you
I'll be the king of wishful thinking
I'll get over you..
I'll pretend my heart's still beating
'cause I've got no more tears for you
I'm the king of wishful thinking..
I'll get over you.. I know I will
You made a hole in my heart
And I'll tell myself I'm over you
'cause I'm the king of wishful thinking


Just one of my favorite song...I really am the King of Wishful Thinking...and I'll get over you.

Goodbye To Love

There are some circumstances that made you change some of your point of views, I really hate it but sometimes they affect me in so many ways.

I'm not going to look anymore...it gets harder and harder the more I try.

And I am not sure anymore if that is what I want right now even.

Nor my heart is ready once more. I think my heart needs a rest. From the trauma of a relationship gone bad.

Maybe in time.
Maybe for a long time.

But love is a traitor. It gets to you the moment you let you defenses down. So I may swallow my pride and eat the words the said here. But for now...Karen Carpenter says it all for me...

Goodbye to Love
The Carpenters

I'll say goodbye to love
No one ever cared if I should live or die
Time and time again the chance for love has passed me by
And all I know of love is how to live without it
I just can't seem to find it.

So I've made my mind up I must live my life alone
And though it's not the easy way
I guess I've always known.......

I'd say goodbye to love.
There are no tomorrows for this heart of mine
Surely time will lose these bitter memories
And I'll find that there is someone to believe in
And to live for something I could live for.

All the years of useless search
Have finally reached an end
Loneliness and empty days will be my only friend
From this day love is forgotten
I'll go on as best I can.

What lies in the future is a mystery to us all
No one can predict the wheel of fortune as it falls
There may come a time when I will see that I've been wrong
But for now this is my song.

And it's goodbye to love
I'll say goodbye to love.